Ideationally.

Things’ happening for a reason is something that I not only believe, but I have a mild fascination for. I’m always trying to tie things together about why this happened, how it happened and so on. If I hadn’t dated that weirdo, I never would have met my good friend, Rachel, who never would have introduced me to Jake. He’s a huge part of my life and I’m thankful for him everyday. If I hadn’t moved out at 18, I wouldn’t have made all my mistakes early on and I also wouldn’t have learned what I know now. If my family had chosen to move to Chicago, I wouldn’t have dated the weirdo, met my friend, met my amazing boyfriend, moved out at 18 (or would I have?), made mistakes, really screwed up, and I would be a totally different person. So much has happened in my life already it’s almost too much for my mind to process sometimes.